my heart's your pin cushion.

WHUSSUP

You know you're lovin it.

Great. This is just fucking great. Yeah, sure, I don't mind the auto-tuning.. but cutting his face out of the album? You might as well stab my heart with the sharpest dagger in the world. I don't know what to do anymore. After all we've done, you decided to be cruel, heartless, or maybe that's just the way you were born, and you ignored the fact that YOU yourself has said that he was still under the group. And see, you double-faced liar, you sure have a twisted tongue. I give you a standing ovation, for being the most manipulative bitch I've ever known.

This is just too surreal for me. There is so much a fourteen year-old girl could take. Hell, I'm already missing trainings, all three types, due to my leg. Then, I'm freaking going away. And now.. daebak. Truly, daebak.

Only a few nights ago, I actually had a real dream about him. He was wearing his Again & Again outfit, the one in orange and black. I don't know, maybe it was during Halloween. He was on stage. But before the performance started, his hair was like the one he had in Seattle. Close-cropped and stuff. Before he started to perform, he put on this wig, the wig that was exactly like his hair in his normal 2PM days. I don't know, somehow, I felt that this dream had an underlying message.

I can honestly tell you, that I set the website as my homepage. When I switched on my PC, the time was ticking, it was approaching. I was apprehensive. What if, when the time stopped, something bad was going to happen? Oh boy, it did. It sure did.

So Mr. JYP, I would truly like to thank you for being you. Because, oh well, its not like you can help it anyway.

been real.

K bye.

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