That's it.
I'm on the verge of breaking down.
In fact, I think I already am.

It's not about love, no.
Friendship? Not that either.
Rather, it's about the loss of something,
something precious to me.

You gave it to me when I was still young,
I still remember your words, "Keep it well"
as you fixed it around my neck.

You're now not standing by me anymore.

It's gone.
Disappeared.
Just like that.

These days I roam around the streets aimlessly,
all life sucked out of me. To face the truth,
this few days were the saddest I've ever experienced.
After I found out the truth, everything came spiralling down,
crashing itself onto my life, making my life a debris.

I can't even trust those closest to me anymore.
And my heart was stabbed with a dagger all over again,
when she claimed my stories as 'nonsense',
because let's face it, no one really cares.

They pretend they care, for a few seconds,
and then they're gone. I've seen this trick more than once.
More than anyone in my whole lifetime, I've been deceived.
It's a miracle I even go to school. I could easily quit.
If I wanted to.

And I could have easily moved away. If I Wanted To.
I suppose that saying was really true after all,
"Love, it was the reason why I was once blind"

Looking again at this line, I smirk. How true it is.
I guess it's the right time to say good bye for now.

I'll end this post with a song, this song is special to me,
because only you know the true meaning of it.



[Don't say sorry, just accept it]

Labels: Message From My Heart